assalamualaikum w.b.t............................................

hye there!
huhu korang watpe ha...agk buhsan dok umah,,tapi boleyyy la..
stil ade kawan..=)

nk taw x,,18 ribulan ritu result upu ntuk lepasan stpm/matrix/asasi da kua..
so dengan bantuan my bestiesss,,"PAIN"(^^), dye pun cek kan la aq nyer upu..
si pain ni dpt UDM course food tech..

aq??
dkat je ngn si pain tuh,,U Msia Klate a.k.a UMK larh..
pat kos prubatan veterinar..
sume orang tanye aq btul ke minat 2,,nape??lom blaja ag,,mmg r minat cket2 je..
tp oke lah..alhamdulillah..
memang mintak 2 pun ritu..syukur^^

pape pun skang nih semua borang da siap isi..
tinggal nak beli barang2 je n nak kmas..
ade sape2 nk volunteer??hehe
pnat la..

1 julai ni aq g la klate coz daftar 3 julai..
cuak gak ar coz first tye kot dok jao..heheh
seb baek 2 kampong aq=)

doa2 kan la aq berjaya kat sane k..
aq pn hope aq x maen2 n leka kt sane..
walau orang kate sane kurang gejala sosial,,
tp bg ak same je..lau culture shock ag trok..hehehhehe
insya-ALLAH semua nya akan berjalan lancar..

pape pun nasihat kepada semua,,

always think +ve walau pe pun berlaku..
try to be +ve thinkers oke ((btul ke 2???))hahahah lantakk~~


btw tatata^^ daa~~

....boys..if girls cry...

.if a girl cry in front of you..
..it means that she couldn’t take it anymore..
..if you take her hand..
..she would stay with you for the rest of your life..
..if you let her go..
..she couldn’t go back to being herself anymore..

..girls won’t cry easily..
..except in front of the person..
..whom she loves the most..
..she becomes weak..
..girls won’t cry easily..
..only when she loves you the most..
..she put down her ego..

..if she cry because of you..
..hold her hands firmly..
..because she is the one..
..who is willing to stay with you..
..for the rest of your life..
..if she cry because of you..
..please don’t give her up..
..maybe because of your decision..
..you ruin her life..

..when she cry right in front of you..
..when she cry because of you..
..look into her eyes..
..can you see and feel..
..the pain and hurt she is feeling..

..think..
..which other girl has cried with pure sincerity..
..in front of you..
..and because of you..
..she cry not because she is weak..
..she cry not because she wants sympathy or pity..
..she cry..
..because crying silently is no longer possible..
..the pain,hurt and agony..
..have become too big burden to be kept inside..

..boys..
..think about it..
..if she cry her heart out to you..
..and all because of you..
..its time to look back on what you have done..
..only you will know the answer of it..

..do consider it..
..because one day..
..it may be too late for regrets..
..it may be too late to say “I am sorry”..
..think about it..

“appreciate and love those around you
so that you’ll never regret when it is too late...”



wit luv^^

kebingungan yang nyata tanpa dengung

huh..akhir2 nih mmg rase lame sangat xupdet..
skang nih rase sgt2 stress bile fikir sal mase depan nih..dgn nk ups nyer,,nk isi borang itu, borang ini,,kije tutorial lagi,assignment,,..huh mmg pnat..camne la kan ups nanti,.bleh kew x aq perfOrm??camne lau bOleh??alhamdulillah la sgt2...tp lau x??huahua...

sebenanye nih nga dok memikir nak wat esaimen nih,,n nak isi borang upu..tp tatawu nk pileh ape...ya Allah,bantulah hambamu ini untuk memileh yg terbaek..kerna aq sgt2 kOnpius skang nih!!!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......

sat g aq smbung pikir la bab tuh...
nih nk cte,ri2 JMC dinamika depart de wat petandingan,,sume kene involve..huh(baru jer nk melepaskan diri!)..
ak n da geng pn decide masok anggun begaye je la..
nih pixs ktrg......................

nih tyme da abeh da..ilang sume rase cuak!
pas2 aq pn balek..sampai bilek,,bru la tringat dr mane aq nak dapat sume gamba2 tyme perform tadik..tp xpe la,,sok bleh kowt mintak kat geng ak...

ESOKNYER...
dyrg sume kecoh2 pasal gamba membuatkan ak teringin sangat nk tengok pixs2 ktrg semalam..
erm semalam 2 dyeorang jas gune 1 kemre je,2 pun kemre enset je..2 kawan ak nyer kemre,tapi dye xdatang sebab,,,sebab pe tah..dyorang sume pn tgk gamba 2..tp ble tyme ak nk tgk je, empunye kemre 2 da mintak blek enset dye..
haih asal la ak xpat tgk nih..hampeh tol..
xpe2 kte try ag nanti..
tup2 ak denga geng ak keco2 kate gambo ak je byk..sume xpuas ati..mane la ak taw..
bkan ak soh dye amek pown..hurmm
xpe2 ak nk tgk gak gambo2 2!xkre!!!!

seminggu pas2, ak try mecej dye,minx nk tgk gambo 2,,tp nk taw x??bdk tuh xreply mcj ak yg tuh!
tataw r nape dye cam xnk bg ak tgk gambo2 tuh..mybe ade gambo awek dye (macam xjer??) or maybe ade samting..hrmmm no komen..t ak try ag..tgk r!!!

**bingung cket**

assalamualaikum to ol ma pwenzZ..

sori 4 not blOggin' 4 a vry lOng tyme..
huhuhu qUite bzZ rite nOw..
hve 2 stdi lOrh..xsempat nk lUahkn prsaan..hugugu..
nex day keyh!!
daa~~^^

mish mOsh u olzz..

hukhukhuk (batOk ala2 nenek tue)

huaaa sok suda kne balek JMC maaa!!
huhux esaimen cket pn xciap,,plan nk stdadi pn ta jalan..kui3
pape pn kne balek gak sok!!
yg cuakk nye pas midsem nih pstinye tkOwt nk amek rezak UPS! pray 4 me ya pwen 2 get da best rezak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**ready 4 muet speaking quiz,, n maths tutorial class on monday!!
cOz i didn't finish the esaimen yet..muehehe

hOpe everything is gOin' tO be okAy!!


**hoping**

b[e]ing [A] p@rt of kmJr[i]ans$

~2bulAn dI kOleJ MaTrikUlasI JohOr~

huargggh...11 mei ri2 aqu baru mndftarkn diri kat cni..
tuptup 2 minggu seblom exam mid sem @ ups,,result maktab kua..
n yg surprised nyer,,aqu dapat!! alhamdulillah...tp biaq betoi,.tyme intrview 2 ak wat xsnonOh jerh..ermm aqu anggap 2 sume rezki la kowt..stelah sminggu aqu berpikir n wat istikharah, aqu pn decide ntok menolak tawaran tersebOt..memang ramai yang marah aqu sbab aqu tolak except my femli..dyeorang jasz bagi pendapat je..sume kengkawan kate rugi la..tp mybe dah memang aqu d takdirkan dok kat matrix nih jew kot..ak trime..huhu
antare kawan aqu yg marah aq tuh adela azim..dye nih kire kawan baek aqu la kat mrsm dlu.. sorang yang ske gle kutok ak..dye marah sgt lau ak xgi sbb dye sndri xdapat tawaran maktab tuh.. tp ske atie ak lar..ak yg nak troskan idop,bkn die pn..=P no kumen la korg~


ramai gak arh kengkawan aq yg dapat,,n sume pegi kowt..ade gak yg xgi sbab dpt jaO @ mmg xnak..erm papepown gudlak r pade sesape yg gi c2..moge mnjadi warge pndidik yg bejaye..insyaallah..


pada aqu yg stil kt mtrix nih,,doa2kan la aqu bejaye menempuhi kehidupan di alam metrix nih dengan jayenye keyh.. aqu pn baru lepas ups nih.. tatawu la result camne...NO KUMEN~


kat cni,,aqu d masOkkan ke praktikum HAYAT 24 di bawah jagaan mentor "en.qamarul"..

dye baek sangat,,sorg yg ske motivate orang len especially mentee2 dye larh..he2..
kitorang cukop takowt lau dye nih marah..memang sume xbranie..tp lau dye baek,,terlbey2 lak..besh2..


meh nak knalkan kat dak2 praktikum aqu meh..kat mtrx nih,,kitoraNG d tmpatkan dalam kuliah hayat 4,,practikum 24...

kite mulekan dengan...

bismillahirrahmannirrahim=)

ni lah dyrg..dak2 praktkum hayat 24...we r hayatrians^^
**tengah 2 bkn mento ktrg,,tapi lecturer tutor met**

jijie,,me n balqis mase kt lab bio..
**mase lab kimia ssh cket nk mek pic:P**

nih mamat2 sengal prac ak;)
>>

yas,, azim n 'razi'-((bdk yg gile2 tp tkowt darah..kui3))

me n my besties"pain" at chem lab=)

balqis n zila**takowt kemre^^**

azim n wif h24 pres,,wawi(dye nih hOt tmpered..kengkdg baek..hihi)

yas n mawan..ngee(bdk bajetzz)

mubin **bdk yg dyam gak r,,**aq akn cube kwn ngn dy;)** n marwan lagy..adoOi~

ha ni larh,,erni,adib(da pinda la plak), kak emi(naib pres h24), ayu n ain **tdo^^)

anis(da pinda) wif p-zah

min n her `syg'..keh3

biha,, erni,, ain ngah kunUn2 stadi=P

kat tasek utame n__n
dye ni arh gle2 xbg ak p mktb..ciap nanges gle2 ouh..kui3
tp xinfluence aq pn..kikiki

wif mrs.engkang;P
**pain nk masok,,aq xbg..huhu

lalala~incik ikan ouh incik ikan..
mane nih dyrg,,salu nye ghamai jew..cOnpius2
**dyrg bOikOt aq ae???

atas raket kt tasek blakang...aaaaaaaaaa cuakkkk!!

gugugugu ak ttow plak!

anis n ain kt stOr beskal..
**kbykn ahli klb beskal dak practkum ak arh..konker2..keh3**
ha korg!!aq jage sto nih aie senin,,ha jgn dtg!!aq mls nk cbOk2..ngee

dak2 grup aq!!**zila nga amek gamba...weee**
dpn library b4 msOk kuyah~
tgk tb sat~

dak bjet machO..ngee
afiq,,razi,,yas n wawwwwwii!!=)

dib b4 pindah maktab

women in black..whoooa
**aq pjam bju kwn aq tuh!!!heee

b4 masok bio lab,,pOsing meta..hehehe

after kOkO..huhuhu
pnat2 men futsal..
lalala~



2 je la kOwt..hihihi
btw thenx 4 viewing my blOg yg da lame x updet nih...weeeee=P



jadikan sejarah lalu sebagai pengalaman yang paling berharga dalam hidupmu..."buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih.."
semoga hidupmu di berkati...

salamanisemanisenyumanku^^

~~maktab~~

>>aq xsangka aq leyh dapat interview maktab nih..memang xsangka.. ramai kengkawan aq nak tapi xdapat..aq xnak sebab xminat.. jas mengisi borang untuk memenuhi kehendak parenz ku=)

--tibe mase--

>>aq memang xredi gle2 for dis intbiu.. >>xsure nak g or x.. >>tapi sebab cyan kat parenz n suruhan akak quu,,aq pun pegi je la..

--4 mei--

hua aq xprint agy borang maktab tuh..malam tuh baru aq nak pi print..printer uma aq mmg compem xde ink..ngan langkah yang berat,,aq pi la uma jiran aq..mintak tulun print an..tp an..tp..tp...printer uma dye pn da abes ink!!!sadis toll..tyme tuh aq rase aq mmg tade jodoh ngn mktb tuh..haha..tetibe dye offer nk tulun bwak g kdai..aq pe agy,,oke je..huhu

>>da print,,aq memulekan langkah untuk me"ym" shbt kuu,,zoul(hehe)..taw sbb pe?sbb ak mnx tulun dye bg idea ntok esei..n taw x,,idea dye t'sgt la besh..mntap ouh.. huhu..ak bkn xleh wat n pk..tp an,,ak rase da taleh pk sbb da lame dok uma..da karat gak ah..uish bahaye2..ooh mmg perit r xleh pikir nih..mmg aq taw payah nk intbiu klu gini..tapi ak stil nk meneroskn hajatkuu itu..=P

>>sedang zoul memberikan ideanye yg besh tuh,,tetibe****OFF***.
laptop tetutop..aduh..sah bpk aq tutop suis..Suro ak titow r tuh.. hukhuk..ne leh..esei xciap agy ouh..ak tepakse r mendiam an diri..xlame pastuh aq on blek la..ahaha=P

>>then ak sambung borak ngan kengkawan..sempat agy tuh..sampai 2.30 pagy bru stat wat esei...nk isi borang agy..iron baju agy..tersangat la terok ak nih an..hmm..ape la ak nih..tp still xseda2 agy tu..

>>tyme 2 aq da tebayang xtido malam tu..
n dengan xtido tu,,aq taw yang aq xkan mampu ntok ber"pk" ape2 lagy esoknye..di sebabkan oleh kemengantukan yg amat sangat.. tyme 2 aq wat 1 mende,,bace surat twrn tuh..hah??salinan sijil kene sahkan??
bia toll..adeh..lupe lak..dush2..ak cuax la pe lagy..da igt xmaw gi da..tp ble pk2 balek,,ak rase g je la..klu xnk trime naseb r..pe ku pedulik..asalkn ak gi intbiu tuh..huhu..ak cek2 balek ne la taw ade yg da sahkan ke..tengok2 jas 1 salinan je di sahkan...salinan sijil lahir aq..pe lagy,,tanpe mengecewekan sume owg,, ak mewakilkan salinan sijil tuh ntok jadi wakil kepade sume salinan..ngahaha..leh lak gitu..try je la..ne taw dyrg trime kn~

>>aq betungkus lumus siapkn esei pagy tuh..mmg ak sda yg ak da wat c-lap tyme tuh..seb baek ade kwn ak,,mr azmal yg mcj ak smpai ke pagy..klu xmsty ak da ttow an..seb baek dye nih sjenis ngn aq..ske tdo lmbt..huhu=P

--5 mei--

waaa hari yg di nanty2 kan~ >>kol 7 da betolak dari umah sbab takot jem..intbiu stat kol 8..dlm kete aq dok susah payah membayangkan ciri2 soklan yg akan ditanye nnt..but u know wat?? itz jas wasting la!! pale aq tol2 da blank tyme tuh..ouh!! ak trlampaw ngantok sampai xleh pk pape..pwas aq perah otak namun stil hampeh..troknye otak ak..msty da karat gle nih..uish kne asah balek nih..xmgkin!!nexwik da stat nk stadi!!n dat tyme,,pe yg ak mampu hanye lah beserah..................


>>sampai kat sane,,me n my mum cari bilek intbiu tuh..alhamdulillah xsusah nk carik sbab ble kiteorang xjumpe jalan je,,msty ade orang tunjok kan jln..syukur..sampai sane,,aq pi cek name aq..n pastuh tunggu nk masok bilek tuh..cuax gak la..kate kol 8,,tp kol 9 bru ak kne..pnat ak nunggu..ak wat tataw je dah tyme tuh..wat cam bese..

>>masok bilek tuh...jeng3
intrviewer_i: name awk?
aq : aishah
in : dr mane?
aq : mlake..
in : yela, mlake kat mane?
aq :(lupe lak ak..mengong) t***** ****...(seb baek aq xtnye dye tawu ke x??..hakhak)
pastu dye prangkap ak ngn 1 soklan yg ak xmaw jwb!! huhu

in : awak BETUL MINAT jdi cekgu??
aq : erk??betul..((uwaa tepakse ouh))
in : betul minat??
aq : betul minat...(ades)
in : betull??
aq : (ngan yakin) betul,saya minat!!!!
(geram aq..cam tawu2 je aq tipOo...3X tuh dye tnye..camne dye tawu nih..ades)


then
in : klu camtu,,nape awk minat??

aq : (matiii aq!!ne la aq taw!!aq xmnat la weh!!) erk sbb..sbab..erm (aq lupe pe ak jwb daa..) tp mmg aq rase sume jwpn ak agak sket isi dye..xmntap sgt..dush2..tipOo agy..ngahaha..

cmne dye taw erk ak xmnat..hehe..taw2 je ak mnat kos len..huuhu

ak rase dye tnye spatah ak jawab 2-3 patah..dye tanye spuluh patah, aq jwb 4-5 patah..haha..siyes xtipuu...ak tol2 blank..bkn saje2 tamaw pk..soklan dye btol2 snang tp korg taw r kan cmne trok nye bile da blank..mmg trok ar..aduyai~


>> tyme tuh dyeorg tnye ak 1 soklan..nta camne ak tepomot kemahiran insaniah yg skewl ak wat..haha..besh tuh...pomot sat..bangge ouh=P...soklan lasz psl modal insan yg zoul bg idea ntok esei tuh..aq agak dah dye akn tnye yg tuh..tp ak xsmpat nk pk.. so stret 2 da poin..ak men jwb je ape yg telintas dlm pale ak yg ngah blank tuh...


>>da abes individu nye,,bekumpulan la plak..cam bese,,discussion... mule2 dye pesan la cmne nk wat discussion..tyme 2 ak pat tgkap 1 mnde je dye ckp,,sy nk dengar SUARA SEORANG GURU bercakap...

jeng3.ak mmg ske nih..ngahaha pas2,,intrviewer laki tuh pndang ak..ak taw msty dye attack ak...kne bace soklan!! dush2.. seb baek soklan je..hehe..ak pe agy,, ngn sore GURU ak tuh..haha..ak ckp r kwat2..besh tuh..ilang sgale rase cuax ak..tyme nk jwb soklan tuh, ak tringat ade sorang kawan ak ckp,, klu ko xnak gi intbiu tuh,cyan kat budak2 yg nk sangat masok mktb tuh..2 antare sbb aq pi mktb hari tuh..n dat tyme ak tringat mnde tuh..smpat agy tuh=P..so ak rase baek aq bg peluang kat dak2 yg betol2 nk mktb 2 ntok jwb soklan 2 dulu..n pasty ak jdik owg akhir..hoho..ikot la..asalkan ak de ckp byk cam dyrg sume gak...lalala~
tp discussion ngn dyrg xbesh sgt..ak pn have no idea tyme tuh..hmm..


>>tetibe nebes smacam lak..gigil ouh kaki aq..nape lak nih..air cond sjok sgt ak rase..ak nih xleh thn sjok sket..uish..



--the end--


>da abes tuh,,tetibe dyrg pggel name aq..n ade sorg agy dak tuh.. ak pk kne reject..wahaha..tp psl da leh balek..hoho.. agy sorg dak tuh bru sampai..so xleh balek agy.. agy sorg xlengkap..taw psl pe?? xsahkan sijil..pelik gle ak tyme tuh..ak pn xsah kan..huhu..ak rase sbb ak da sah kan 1 sijil da cukop kowt..cyan kwn ak tuh..kne cari org untuk sah kn sijil dye.. alhamdulillah aq selamat~~ wat pnat je riso2..rupe nye ade owg lagy yg lngsong xsahkn sijil..kurang2 ak ade 1 sijil sah;P


>>alhamdulillah syukur...akhirnya selesai walaupn xredi sgt.. asalkan dpt pwaskan atie parenz ak ckop r.. dpt ke x ak xkesah..sbb klu dpt pn,,ak rase ak akn stay kat matrix..=)


sbb ak tol2 xminat..tyme jwb mase intbiu 2 pn ak da try ntok minat..tp xleh!! ouh..ak xleh pkse da..bknsbb ak pandang kerjaye guru 2 terok,,tp ak rase ak xboleh..tp tataw r mase dpan nnt.. aq jas plan,,ALLAH yg menentukannya.. ak nk major my studies in sc hayat @ maybe yg seangkatan dgnnye.. maw jdik doc@pharmacist@dentist@ yg bekaitn la.. klu bekaitn math ak ske gak=p
sume tuh ssh ouh..tp ak nk try gak~ yg ak taw skang ak nk pi metrix..waaa mtrx tunggu aq!!

dlu aq byk kali da seda yg aq ske wat kje lasz minute..sampai ke ari ni x brubah..nape ak nih..susah sgt ke??ish..tp ngn pengalaman rini, siyes ak seda gle2..



*******************moral**********************


aq kne stat dis second,minute, hour n day!! stat brubah before masok mtrx!!!klu x,,mmg aq akan hancur r kat mtrx..sure r.. ak xnk r mnde nih jdi lagy... nyesal seyh..walaupn ak tamaw masok mktb,, tp ak sdey sbb xley perform sgt..(XREDI, PALE BLANK N LASZ MINUTE!!!) aq xnk wat agy..uwaa nyesal..huhu=P n dat iz


MY POMISh~